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Sunday, November 29, 2015 | Time: 5:20 PM | 10 box of chocolate(s)

Hello my old friends! It feels like ages since the last time I posted something in here, am I right? Hahah. So, how have you been? How is your life? I miss you guys soooo fuckin much! I really hope that you guys are doing well and something good is happening to you guys . Well, if you're asking me, there are lots of things that happened in my life hahah. But I have to say sorry! Cause I'm only gonna tell you two things about it.

Okay, where should I start? Hahah. I guess I will start with gaining some weight lol. I know it's really weird to post something about this. But HEYYY, IT NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE SO FACE IT, OKAY? YEAH!!! SO! Right now, I'm not thin like I used to before andddd I don't know it's a good thing or a bad thing (?) BECAUSE, I USED TO BE REALLY CURIOUS about it! NO! I want it to happen!!! So when I've finally gained some weight, BAM! I don't know why, but these thoughts popped out to my mind like "Why is this happening to me!?", "I miss my old body", "I shouldn't wish this thing to happen" *and stuffs like that lol. Well, I guess it's just like what people say, "Careful what you wish for". And soooo, yeah! Now I'm 58kg! Byebye 45kg! And I don't know if it's because a lack of exercise or it's because foods are just too irresistible . HAHAHA. Nevermind.

Hmm, Second. I don't know if it's a good thing to talk about it in here because you never see or read about this before in my blog. But I really want to open up with you guys, about my condition. Well, I'm depressed, no. Correction..... I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2. I'm sure it's pretty rare for you to see someone who "open up" about this in their blog. Well maybe I'm the first one to open up with you guys haha. I don't know, there are lots of fears, there are lots of hates coming from me when I'm in a low mood and I don't understand why. Like everything feels so heavy and I just want it to end so badly haha. Like I'm a failure and I can't do anything right hahah. But y'know what? It's really different when I'm in a good mood or in a happy mood. Why is that? Hmm... it's because I can feel like I'm really stupid when I think about the things that I've been doing when I'm in low mood and when I'm feeling extremely good, I don't know why but everything feels so reachable, like everything will go well, or I can do something for myself and there's nothing to be afraid of. To be honest, I really like it when I'm in high mood hahahahaha. But my therapist said that it's not a good thing to be extremely happy and extremely sad at the same time. Well anyway, I've been going to therapist for almost 1 year now haha and to be honest, it sort of helping me out. Talking about some stuffs that I can't share with anyone and he also helped me out by giving me some medicines like anti-depressant and two mood-stabilizers (Lithium 400mg and Depakote 500mg). Hmm.. I don't know when will I stop drinking it but I really hope that when I stop, I will be able to control myself again.

I guess that's all for now. Sorry for a really long post! Thank you for reading it!
P.S: I'm going to have a presentation about my thesis in December 3rd! Wish me luck!
P.S.S: I dyed my hair red! I will post it in the next post!

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Thursday, January 9, 2014 | Time: 3:08 PM |

I know, I know. I haven't been online since the last July of 2013. Whenever I want to update about something, I kept thinking that's been too late so... Yeah. I didn't update anything. Sorry, I'm truly sorry. It sounds like I'm making excuses, but it's true. I've been very busy. For example: if I wanted to update about things around August, it was already October. Yeah it's always been like that. I'm truly sorry for not visiting your blog and hiatus without saying any words. I've been thinking to take long hiatus from now on.

1. Celebrated Christmas (on December 24) with my whole paternal family.
2. When the Christmas party ended, I saw and picked up a baby bat that fell on the ground.

3. Went to Singapore (on December 26 - 29) & visited Universal Studios Singapore, Marina Bay, etc.
4. Spent New Year 2014 with my whole family and friends from High School and it was really fun!

Anyway, if you want to find me while I'm hiatus, you contact me in here:
Note: I post about things and photos that related to things that happened to me.
Facebook: 1 | 2
Blog's Twitter: Twitter.com/Mellomorla
Changed my E-mail address into: janemorla@yahoo.co.uk

Thanks for always being there for me and reading my blog! I really really love you, guys!
P.S: Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2014, guys! Once again, thank you so much for everything.

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Monday, July 8, 2013 | Time: 2:42 PM | 6 box of chocolate(s)

Last night, I watched a movie called 'It's Kind of a Funny Story' that I downloaded two days ago. And I think, this movie was great because the actors acted really well in it (Emma Roberts was in this movie as well; you can say I sort of like her acts). I also think that this movie was quite interesting because it's kinda rare to see a movie about a young adolescent, checking 'himself' to a mental health clinic and getting placed in psychiatric floor because he wants an immediate help and thought that staying in there could help him. Well... If you're interested, here's some info about it!

It's Kind of a Funny Story
"Run, travel, swim, skip.... Yeah I know it's lame but whatever, skip anyway. Breathe... Live. " - Craig

Directed by: Anna Boden and Ryan Fleck
Genres: Romance, Comedy
First Released: October 8, 2010 (United States)
Running Time: 101 minutes

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Adapted from Ned Vizzini's 2006 novel, It's Kind of a Funny Story tells the story of burnt-out teenager Craig (Keir Gilchrist), who checks himself into a mental health clinic citing exhaustion, and finds himself placed in the adult ward due to the fact that the youth ward has been shut down. Taken under the wing of fellow patient Bobby (Zach Galifianakis), the stressed-out 16-year-old attempts to endure his mandatory five days' stay without completely losing his mind. His predicament is made somewhat more tolerable by the presence of Noelle (Emma Roberts), another teenage patient who's struggling to sort out her thoughts. Academy Award nominee Viola Davis, Lauren Graham, and Jim Gaffigan co-star. Written by: Jason Buchanan, Rovi

Oh yeah! I also recommended these movies because I think it was quite good and I have a feeling that you will like it as well. Hope you're enjoying it!

The Perks of Being a Wallflower
"We accept the love we think we deserve." - Mr. Anderson

Directed by: Stephen Chbosky
Genres: Romance, Comedy
First Released: September 21, 2012 (United States)
Running Time: 102 minutes

Trailer: Click here
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Based on the best-selling novel by Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a modern classic that captures the dizzying highs and crushing lows of growing up. Starring Logan Lerman, Emma Watson and Ezra Miller, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a moving tale of love, loss, fear and hope-and the unforgettable friends that help us through life.

The Art of Getting By
"Everything seems meaningless, including this assignment, unfortunately." - George Zinavoy

Directed by: Gavin Wiesen
Genres: Romance, Comedy
First Released: June 17, 2011 (United States)
Running Time: 84 minutes

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The Art of Getting By stars Freddie Highmore (Finding Neverland, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) as George, a lonely and fatalistic teen who's made it all the way to his senior year without ever having done a real day of work, who is befriended by Sally (Emma Roberts - Scream 4), a beautiful and complicated girl who recognizes in him a kindred spirit.
(C) Fox Searchlight

If you're in love with Japanse Dorama/Movies, I have some recommendations for you! Hope you like it! (Note: means I really like it).

Japanese Dorama:
1. Hanazakari no Kimitachi e (Hana Kimi): Info | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
2. Saikou no Jinsei no Owarikata ~Ending Planner: Info | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
3. Liar Game: Info | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
4. Yankee-kun to Megane-chan: Info | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
5. Ouran High School Host Club: Info | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama

Japanese Movies (Romance):
1. I Give My First Love to You: Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
2. LOVE★COM (Lovely Complex): Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
3. Tenshi no Koi (My Rainy Days): Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
4. Koizora: Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
5. High School Debut: Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
6. Kimi Ni Todoke (From Me to You): Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube

Japanese Movies (Other Genres):
1. Kokuhaku (Confession): Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
2. Tokyo Boy: Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube
3. Another: Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ GoodDrama
4. Noroi (The Curse): Info | Trailer | Watch it Online @ YouTube

Well that's all for now! Hope you're enjoying this post! K-Bye!

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